Update on life

I haven't posted an update in my life for a while so let me get on that. I finished all my regents and will be recieving my grades for them in two days. I also had some Facebook interaction with a cutie. And as stupid as that sounds it made me really happy. Summer has just started and I feel lazy, fat, and bored. I know school starts in a short two months but sometimes I feel like I can't wait that long. I know I'm being completely stupid and I should enjoy the time I have off but its so hard when you just want to make new friends. I been pretty busy the past two days, I went to Coney Island on Saturday with moe, brad, greg, tony, and rosalyn. I wanted to kill greg and tony they were so annoying and immature. Also they were completely rude to me for no reason. It's okay, I got him back by kicking dirt into greg's gross mouth. After that I went to my old dance school's recital with Rosalyn. I realized that I want to go back to dancing because I missed it a lot. Hopefully I can take summer classes because I'm rusty. Yesterday, sunday, I got sushi with Ilslut and Arianna. I had one Goyza. Which is a delicious pork dumpling. I also had Eel and Avocado sushi. Which wasn't that bad to be honest. And then I had my favorite, Fried Icecream, which was delcious. Tempura is amazing. I tried a smoked tuna sushi piece and the texture made me want to throw up. Anyways, I have to go to the Orthodontist soon so I think thats it for now. I promise to update more later. Bye!

"When we hit our lowest point, we are open to the greatest change."
                                                               -Aang, from Avatar.

I know the author of this quote is a fictional character but the quote is actually very truthful. 

Global regents done!

So today I woke up at 6-6:20am because I had to take my global regents. I was sort of nervous because I haven't really paid attention in global for the past two years. Anyways when I got to school and started the test, I realized the multiple choice was harder than both essays. I killed the essays they were truly surprisingly easy and I'm ecstatic because if that 😜
One was a thematic about the geography of civilizations and how it affected them. I chose china and Egypt. The second was a Dbq essay about autocrat rulers. I chose Shi Hugandhi of china and Louis xxi of France. The multiple choice was hard because I didn't really know that stuff. However I know I'm going to pass and I'm so happy I never have to take a global class again. 😝 only 3 more regents to go until sophomore year is officially over 😉 I already can't wait for junior year ahhhh 😏 okay it's 12 at noon I'm gonna go play with mooka Bye oh and that's a pic of my lonely train ride home and me now on the toilet lol

Last day of school

Today was the last day of classes in my school. Honestly I'm a bit sad. I feel like my sophomore year went by too quickly and I wasted it in stupid arguments. Also I feel like I wasted time hanging out with ex friends when I could have been making new ones and getting to know them better. I mean sure there is always next year but I might not have classes with people I want to get to know better and that will suck. Today I am full of mixed emotions. I'm happy because I think Irish potato and his gf are fighting. But paranoid because his gf gave me dirty looks today so I feel like someone might of told her I liked her bf. Also I'm mad because Brian threw my weed papers into the trains edge because he said it was bad for me. I've never even smoked weed before seriously shut up. I'm also sad because the year is ending. Ugh junior year better be my year or else.
I have to go study for my global regents that are tomorrow morning. I feel like I'm going to fail and this sucks. Okay bye ah I'm going to miss school.

It kind of makes me sad at how many friendships of mine ended this year but then I remember that things like this happen for a reason. I don't deserve to be put second or to be ignored. I know I wasn't an amazing friend but what you did to me wasn't right. I don't want to be your friend anymore and from what it looks of it you don't want to be mine. I just hope you don't spread my secrets even though a really hard spot inside of me tells me you already did. I swear things like this will be the death of me.

instagram

Sometimes I hate instagram. It's just another social networking app used to make others jealous of pretty people. Also I feel like people only like other peoples pictures out of either envy or pity. I hate that so many people from my school like my stuff, it makes me feel almost sick. I wanted my instagram to be private from my peers eyes but accidentally linked it to me Facebook and that's when I messed up. Ever since new followers from my school stream in every week. Ugh. My current instagram snapshot is below.

Week in review

This week has been fairly good to me aside from all the awkwardness it was quite nice. I think I have my eye on someone new which is good considering before I feel like people I wish who didn't know my previous crush found out. Whatever anyways my newest desire has been in one of my classes all year and sadly I only started talking to him this month. My foolishness angers me. He is a freshman (as usual) but he's smart and funny and cute. Plus I knew him for a long time. He's tres naive but everyone is in a certain way. Hopefully I'll take the train with him again tomorrow bye- 💘