My 16th Birthday

So yesterday, well an hour ago, my 16th birthday came to an end. It was a nice day, nothing special but it was nice. I spent the day with my family as I always do. My mother gets very emotional. I love her, I really do. She tries so hard. I came home from the Hamptons today, two weeks and 5 days there. I missed my house so much. I am so happy I am home. For my birthday, I got a new laptop which I been desperately wanting since my old one broke about 8 months ago. haha. Anyways its a good day and I have a lot of plans this week. Just seeing old friends before I head out to South Carolina at the end of the month. Goodnight xx

im so happy

So today I am extremely happy. I got another coach bag but this one is cuter. Its a black pocket swingpag that im going to use for day trips and nightlife. I also bought a coach knapsack yesterday that ill use for school. However, im excited the most about my leprechaun and his girlfriend breaking up on this day. I have been waiting 5 months and im so happy. Even though I can't make a move until October, realisticly, im happy. This will give him the rest of the summer to get over his now ex girlfriend. Im going to bed extremely happy. Goodnight :)

deleted Facebook 4 days ago!

I'm Facebook free for the summer. Officially off the grid. I deleted it because I was tired of reading statuses and pictures of my old friends. Also, I want to change over the summer and then have people see me in September and be like "woah". I know I'm dreaming big but whatever. Oh and nothing ever happens in the summer. This will also limit my creeping on cuties. bye xx

thoughts

Often I have been missing you, but I have too much pride to talk to you again. That's the thing about me, if I realize that I was wrong or I miss someone or even if something did not end right, I won't make the first move. I have too much pride to go against my word saying I'll never talk to that person again. You have to approach me first.

hamptanas

I'm in the hamptons currently bored out of my mind. Rosalyn was here but she left earlier in the week. Then my sister came out 😍😘 okay we are going to look for things to do pcee

Update on life

I haven't posted an update in my life for a while so let me get on that. I finished all my regents and will be recieving my grades for them in two days. I also had some Facebook interaction with a cutie. And as stupid as that sounds it made me really happy. Summer has just started and I feel lazy, fat, and bored. I know school starts in a short two months but sometimes I feel like I can't wait that long. I know I'm being completely stupid and I should enjoy the time I have off but its so hard when you just want to make new friends. I been pretty busy the past two days, I went to Coney Island on Saturday with moe, brad, greg, tony, and rosalyn. I wanted to kill greg and tony they were so annoying and immature. Also they were completely rude to me for no reason. It's okay, I got him back by kicking dirt into greg's gross mouth. After that I went to my old dance school's recital with Rosalyn. I realized that I want to go back to dancing because I missed it a lot. Hopefully I can take summer classes because I'm rusty. Yesterday, sunday, I got sushi with Ilslut and Arianna. I had one Goyza. Which is a delicious pork dumpling. I also had Eel and Avocado sushi. Which wasn't that bad to be honest. And then I had my favorite, Fried Icecream, which was delcious. Tempura is amazing. I tried a smoked tuna sushi piece and the texture made me want to throw up. Anyways, I have to go to the Orthodontist soon so I think thats it for now. I promise to update more later. Bye!

"When we hit our lowest point, we are open to the greatest change."
                                                               -Aang, from Avatar.

I know the author of this quote is a fictional character but the quote is actually very truthful. 

Global regents done!

So today I woke up at 6-6:20am because I had to take my global regents. I was sort of nervous because I haven't really paid attention in global for the past two years. Anyways when I got to school and started the test, I realized the multiple choice was harder than both essays. I killed the essays they were truly surprisingly easy and I'm ecstatic because if that 😜
One was a thematic about the geography of civilizations and how it affected them. I chose china and Egypt. The second was a Dbq essay about autocrat rulers. I chose Shi Hugandhi of china and Louis xxi of France. The multiple choice was hard because I didn't really know that stuff. However I know I'm going to pass and I'm so happy I never have to take a global class again. 😝 only 3 more regents to go until sophomore year is officially over 😉 I already can't wait for junior year ahhhh 😏 okay it's 12 at noon I'm gonna go play with mooka Bye oh and that's a pic of my lonely train ride home and me now on the toilet lol

Last day of school

Today was the last day of classes in my school. Honestly I'm a bit sad. I feel like my sophomore year went by too quickly and I wasted it in stupid arguments. Also I feel like I wasted time hanging out with ex friends when I could have been making new ones and getting to know them better. I mean sure there is always next year but I might not have classes with people I want to get to know better and that will suck. Today I am full of mixed emotions. I'm happy because I think Irish potato and his gf are fighting. But paranoid because his gf gave me dirty looks today so I feel like someone might of told her I liked her bf. Also I'm mad because Brian threw my weed papers into the trains edge because he said it was bad for me. I've never even smoked weed before seriously shut up. I'm also sad because the year is ending. Ugh junior year better be my year or else.
I have to go study for my global regents that are tomorrow morning. I feel like I'm going to fail and this sucks. Okay bye ah I'm going to miss school.

It kind of makes me sad at how many friendships of mine ended this year but then I remember that things like this happen for a reason. I don't deserve to be put second or to be ignored. I know I wasn't an amazing friend but what you did to me wasn't right. I don't want to be your friend anymore and from what it looks of it you don't want to be mine. I just hope you don't spread my secrets even though a really hard spot inside of me tells me you already did. I swear things like this will be the death of me.

instagram

Sometimes I hate instagram. It's just another social networking app used to make others jealous of pretty people. Also I feel like people only like other peoples pictures out of either envy or pity. I hate that so many people from my school like my stuff, it makes me feel almost sick. I wanted my instagram to be private from my peers eyes but accidentally linked it to me Facebook and that's when I messed up. Ever since new followers from my school stream in every week. Ugh. My current instagram snapshot is below.

Week in review

This week has been fairly good to me aside from all the awkwardness it was quite nice. I think I have my eye on someone new which is good considering before I feel like people I wish who didn't know my previous crush found out. Whatever anyways my newest desire has been in one of my classes all year and sadly I only started talking to him this month. My foolishness angers me. He is a freshman (as usual) but he's smart and funny and cute. Plus I knew him for a long time. He's tres naive but everyone is in a certain way. Hopefully I'll take the train with him again tomorrow bye- 💘

stuck at the beachhhh

so today i went to the beach for like 3 hours and the water was ice cold. anyways when it came time to leave, our car key kinda broke and wouldnt turn in the key hole. so we were like 4 miles from our house and there was 4 people. my dad asked this couple if they could give us a lift over the bridge and into town. they agreed and then dropped us off. me and my dad had to walk a mile to our house and he had to get a spare key and ride my bike 4 miles back. i just called him now and turns out the spare key didnt work either. now they have to tow the car and get it fixed before monday when we have to leave the hamptons. LOL life sucks.  anyways i think i have a new romantic interest. he's realllly nice to me and cool. however, hes not super cute but whatever his personality makes up for it. oh and hes dominican lol wateva.  heres a pic of me bein sexy aka now haha

today is wednesday, basically the worst day of the week for me. and that is because of multiple reasons listed below-
1. i don't have any class with my irish potato
2. i have 8th period
3. i have 8th period WITH geo
4. i have earth science which drives me mad
and i guess ill add a fifth thing to the list even though i've ran out of ideas
5. its hump day, once hump day is over then i'm happy.

the only positive things about today are-
1. no geometry!
2. good shows on tv haha
3. i didn't have earth science, english, and half of digital media because of the PSIA (s/t like that) test.

fab fab fab fabity

i really hope that i verse my irish potato's badminton team in gym tomorrow AND WIN.

das awwwwl folks   --- lol seemed fitting. bye!

the beginning

florida, april 2012

hi i'm cara and i'm making this blog as a way to express my everyday encounters in my life. I'm 15 and completely bored with myself. onwards!